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I don't have nearly enough interesting public things to write about every day without prompts.

Lately I notice once again how it's hard for me at work both when there are too many tasks and too few tasks. Well, when it's too many, I can work hard, and maybe tell my superiors. But when it's too few, I can't just not work. Maybe it's conscience, maybe it's some kind of blind "follow the rules" / "respect authority" instinct, but I just get stressed and paralyzed.