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c8cd8b Doku 2025-01-18 09:58:24 1
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I was planning to write here, and it's been a couple of weeks with no posts.
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I'm not good at fixing my sleep schedule. And, well, work's busy. I guess I could cut some of the entertainment.
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All my great thoughts and ideas haven't resulted in any large behavior shifts. It's not surprising, but I'm not giving up. By great thoughts and ideas I mean the yearly theme, and the way I was planning to keep this journal with regular updates, or maybe a paper one. To move towards my goals for this year.
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Actually, one of the goals is to reach 100wpm typing speed in English. I think I can do it, I just need practice. I found a great website for that, thanks to AI. https://www.keybr.com/
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It's simple, it knows what to give you itself, and it's smart. I like things like this, where all the decisions are made for you. I only practiced there on the first day when I learned about the site. But I'll be back, with a regular schedule.
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I also finally caught up to my Anki notes. 300+ reviews at some point. These numbers were getting scary, but it's all good now.
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I think it's mostly work stress. Even the games I play and the entertainment I consume - they're of the "leave my mind for a bit" variety. A stream in the background, a simple game (like an idle one) before me. And I just stop thinking.
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It's not healthy.
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I'll go to a JP speaking club tomorrow. That should switch my gears a bit. Oh, and I did dnd. But I'm gradually losing interest there. The whole group spends every session barely doing anything.
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Anyway. What I actually need is to write first thing in the morning. Right now it's the phone, the chilling, the slow start. And then it's suddenly 13:00 (like now).
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I think I'll spend some more time on myself rn (write a post about decision fatigue and emotional labor, inspired by keybr) and then get back to work.